Remove the blindfold
RegretfulI'm such an idiot. It's time to get rid of these false ideas, believing in them only brings more and more suffering. Everyday, I still find something that I wish for. I think that I mean more than I really do to someone, and the reality strikes back as cold as ever. How stupid can one be, I just want to know... Should I just ignore, or perhaps hate everything? I really don't know.
Hope exists always, but that leads to suffering almost everytime. If you disable hope, will the suffering stop? I know that human body doesn't work like that, it's not a machine (NO SHIT) that works when you press the buttons. I just realised how weird my intentions are. I hope for a better life, but I want to get rid of hope to gain it. Phew.
I just find hatred to be the strongest emotion that I have nowadays, and this is not a fucking livejournal so this will be all. Perkele.
//WARNING: if you skipped the portion before this, you're safe\\
Well, school starts next monday. Motivation is as low as it can be, surprise surprise.
I've got some new pictures that I should finish as quickly as I can, and I also have few sketches. I'm not sure if I'll upload them, but we'll see.
Devious Comments
-- association with the unbeloved is dukkha; separation from the loved is dukkha; not getting what is wanted is dukkha --
Dukkha as the first noble truth
As everything is impermanent, can one ever get what one wants? Maybe, maybe not. The important thing would be, however, to learn to be happy despite what happens.
Anger is not the answer, is it?
Just my thoughts. Hope your mind will eventually clear.
PS. Thanks for keeping me company during the holidays.
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Facing the tangled mess beneath the mind's surface
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Free at last, finally tasting happiness, 5 years of hell for nothing, trapped inside the, minds of failures, A wise man once said, That which does not kill us makes us stronger, But we were dead, So are we now invincible?
Chimaira - Resurrection
Muistuttaa tekstisi aika paljon omaa ajatusmaailmaani. Ja voin sanoa, että nämä tämmöiset ajatukset osaa olla rassaavia. Miksi ihminen ajatteleekaan niin paljon? T_T * huokaus *
Noh. Yritä selvitä Vablo-darling vaikka maailma kuinka yrittäisi kaatua ryminällä niskaan.
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--And then they saw pink elephants flying in the sky, drawing strange signs to colourful clouds with their candypens--
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Free at last, finally tasting happiness, 5 years of hell for nothing, trapped inside the, minds of failures, A wise man once said, That which does not kill us makes us stronger, But we were dead, So are we now invincible?
Chimaira - Resurrection
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